What does a narcissist do when no one is looking?

If he is entertained with something like if you saw children. If he is bored like an addict in a monkey, very restless; They tolerate boredom very, very poorly.

They tend to watch a lot of TV when they are alone, especially movies, because it makes them imagine themselves in the shoes of successful protagonists. They travel a lot imagining that they are very successful and that they are admired, adored by the masses. Despite what is believed, they also like their moments of solitude, because there they can breathe under their masks. It must be exhausting to continuously pretend what you are not, even though their little characters are already an extension of themselves.

It is surprising when they do not feel observed but they are not in peaks (euphoric or with ego monkey), a lifeless look... ugly, that reflects a stale, linear state of mind,... of bitter people. I wouldn't know how to explain it... but without the stage of life and its public, without the disguise of the characters with whom they integrate,...they are ugly and bitter people and very very very boring, and insipid... and that is reflected in their clear look.

They will also spend time worshiping their image, or reliving past events but perfecting their performance. They delight in recreating their plays in an imaginary, somewhat cooked way.

And, of course, if they want a dose of ego, they will use the telephone, the internet, to use secondary supplies and entertain themselves a little... whether it is generating more bonds with potential lovers, whether it is generating conflict between family members, or whether it is looking for a listening ear for their monologues, whether searching for information among the environment always useful for future manipulations,... Literally, they take great advantage of the technology and communication era to perfect their social facade, to create fictitious bonds, or to generate situations of ego dose, to complete their matrix of supplies without leaving the house, or without an audience in front of which to pretend.